You’ll never understand why I loved you.
You’ll never understand why I wanted you.
You’ll never understand why I couldn’t let you go.
You’ll never understand why I couldn’t stop thinking about you.
You’ll never understand why I couldn’t stop acting like some loser.
You’ll never understand why I act a bit weird nowadays.
You’ll never understand why I hesitate to speak to you nowadays.
You’ll never understand why I feel awkward for seeing your face again.
You’ll never understand how my feelings got lost amongst the crowd of emotions.
You’ll never understand how it got washed away by the flood of my tears.
You’ll never understand why I don’t laugh like before for every funny little things I witness.
You’ll never understand why I can’t be the same old best friend for you anymore.
You’ll never understand yet why my smile never drowned in the sea of sadness till now.
You’ll never understand how I am surviving each and every calamity of life somehow with hope and still standing strong.
Also You’ll never understand yet why I still love you and how still you are as important as my breathe for me to live.
And Neither will I…!!
Dynamite of Emotions 